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sometimes..people tend to take things for granted..one example is like a service in a fast food..people tend to take note of the mistake and rudeness the workers make accidentally and not thanks them for their service and smile which they maintain everyday and the effort of making the food..

this bring me to what i am now..juz that one particular day i am not like what my usual self are everyday DOESNT make me uncaring..can't u juz think other side in how i maintain my caring attitude to u other single day..?? its like one mistake i make u conclude that whole thing i am what u think..

u think i wan to make u cry..? and u knw y i wan to make u cry..? it is to feel that u r still concern abt me and the way i act..why i sae that..? after see-ing what u do on9..i begin to lost trust in u..i duno y i duno how..its natural reaction..its like a girl being raped by a guy..and after that day onwards, the girl tend to look at males in a different way..and not towards that particular guy who raped her..she think that all males are rapist..its the same meaning to me now..i begin to doubt what u do..i need some fact and prove that u still concern abt me..and not juz by plain saying..

y i wan u to cry? tears are woman best weapon i must say..when they cry..guys tend to lost 3/4 of the battle..i dint sae i make u cry of that particular reason..but i wan to confirm ur concern towards me and at the same time thinking i am at fault making u cry..i wan to cover up from what i really wan to find out..

i really dont mind every single quarrel in e end is my fault..no matter is ur fault in starting the quarrel or mine..i juz accept it..i take that burden..i dun wan to widen it..i juz wan to clarify..dun wan anymore further misunderstand between us..

if u really sae i am uncaring..i serious have nth to say..i already did my best to mend my own wounds..and no matter what..i sure will show some expression of my wounds..even soldier injured during war hav their own pain expression and y not a normal human being like me..?

tell me what to do please..